little lame lamb

worried...

2009-08-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

i just dont understand some ppl...i mean really...
wtf is wrong with you huh?i mean if you love her or at least loved her...why would you put so much fucking stress on her when in the first place you are wrong?...really dont get it ...anyone?explain?

hi!

2009-03-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

hellllooo!haha
back to update my blog...which havnt quite been updated in a while :X
haha
okay first thing first JJ concert rocks!!!those ppl who didnt catch it missed out BIG TIME!haha
and its definitely a concert i will not 4gt lo*since its my first time going to a concert *
hahaah
hmmm okay back to sch works lo...still the same all and all but feel that at least i can keep up with the class pace now le ^^
i even self taught a whole chapter la.feel very haapppppyy!lol

i think thats all for now lo..be back with pictures from the concert =D
bye

haix

2009-02-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

tired from school today been studying the whole day cant get a fucking idea on chemistry and maths
worst still the chapter im studying for maths now is 'sequence and series' wth!i think im gonna die real soon all this stress...

sorry to someone...im sorry its all my fault again...to make you feel this way.i know i know it too.im frustrated at this for quite some time already but didnt know how to change...i tried but...all i can think of is crap...

hell, we dont even see each other periodically not to say regularly...really have no idea what to say to you..my whole day is just school, lectures, homework, home ...i ts just too rountinal to say anything anything at all abt it

kinda regret going to jc...stress stress more stress

you were right..its probably best that we stayed friends...
if there is someone who can give you what you want...just go...i cant...im really sorry...as much as it hurts

Valentine day!

2009-02-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

ehhhhh not quite valentine day lo...lolx im one day late -.-
haha cant help it was busy the whole day traveling around sing..tired~~
lol wel 2day's the first time i actually tried to do alot of things new i hope i doesnt look half as bad lo =X
and pardon me if my card is badly written coz iv nv written a card b4 also =X
well overall for those who receive sth from me hope you like it (=
and those who HAVNT receive it eh.hope you receive it soon lo(=

and last of all HAPPY VALENTINE DAY to all !^^

XDXD

2009-02-10T00:46:00.003+08:00

wow 2day was fun at school...made even more new friends and got to know my classmates better lo (=

hmmm 2mr will be having my first lecture at yj le dunno how it will turn out
hopes its not too bad =X *keep my fingers crossed*
anw you know what happened today?
i went to buy my uniform and guess what
they people that was doing the processing of the orders handed my 2 BLOUSE
YES!your not seeing things...they really handed me 2 blouse to be exact T.T

haix...i think they need to get new specs le-.-
okay thats for now lo be back for more post (=
.

hmmm

2009-02-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

paranoid....why do i always feel like that :/

hmmm oh well might as well just throw it to the back of my head.cost me enough than i can begin counting already...hate ny habit of thinking too much

oh well back to main topic.been a long time since i posted.shall update now
eh...iv just been posted to yishun jc.the environment there proves to be vastly different from secondary school live in terms of time,classes and expectation.hmmm dunno whether i'll make it thru the nxt 2 years but i'll still try:/

hope i still have time for your since my week has been jam packed for the past couple of weeks and can hardly even find time for myself.haix miss the good old days...

sad, sad sadder

2009-01-15T23:33:00.003+08:00

over pass few day, iv been thinking thru. all that is going on these few weeks makes me wonder...are those words that you spoke to me of on news years day real...or has sth changed?

i keep trying and trying and with each conversation i get more and more dejected.the feeling of despair is eating into me...i cant take it anymore thats why im writing here.even thou you said those words...your actions doesnt reflect what you said...i really dunno mayb im asking too much or...i dunno

from then i tried to change...i changed to be 'me' and really me...nv asking ppl anything...but...what iv heard just throw me into a state of confusion...mayb its me...mayb i really just cant that 'him outta my mind...
so insecure...

fly....bored

2008-12-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

dammmmmnnnnnnn bored stay at home ALMOST the whole T.T
hiax whole day
anyone want to go out?

today went to levi's xchange jeans agaain!weeeeee ^^
spent $100 toaday again haha
my money T.T
oh well nvm come back le den wwork

counting down le
3 more days till if fly...anybody want anything?(=
someone still bluff me say want sailor moon =.=
haix not really looking forward to the trip thou...
someone once promised that will sms me while im dere but doubt that would happen already

hmmm

2008-12-02T21:32:00.005+08:00

lol i wow surprise that ppl still read this blog lo haha
thot ppl forgotten it le =X

todays been borrriiiiiiinnggggggg~~
haix went to jh hse and....rot T.T
watch him play game the whole day lo also dunno what i doing lol
probably just want to be with some friends ba
cant stand staying at home and stupid zp dont pick up my phone X(

well hope 2mrs better gtg gym with jh......and buy present for EN HUI XD
also dunno why im being drag to pay for it
nooooooooooo....my $ T.T fly away le haha

kay thats all for today bye

back

2008-12-01T23:02:00.005+08:00

back at last!for this post at least

wow...lots happened since the last post...the past month has been the happiest period of my life
although its gone now...and i just have myself to blame haha
i dunno how to put it into words here...
guess i'll just have to put those memories inside my head den
我很想你你想我吗
dont think you would...would you?
todays been fun hanging out with shi jun corrine and sally...haha
sit inside the restaurant and TALK CRAP!took some pics-not with me at the moment-
all of your just made my day^^ and fill that hole inside me even though it may just be for a while
lets all go prawning some other time yea?

kay thats all for now.bye!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

thx monsters for the card n present...like it veri much! ^^
veri tired i tink 2mr den update ba.

first

2008-08-27T13:56:00.004+08:00

hihi

yay finally gt a blog le but den also dunno wad to blog lo lol
nvm try mi best
erm decided to kip the name even though T.T lol

hmmm the previous post is type on psp de fell a slp half way
anw its jus testin
dis is den mi official first post ^^

ltr still gt rehearsal...DIE!T.T

last

2008-08-27T01:29:00.007+08:00

knowledge i rather not noe 一点半的我默默在等　只等待一个人
emotions i wanna disown 路边没有人　路边没有灯　我好冷
relations i cant comprehen 他们都说我该回家了　叫我别天真
deception comin from both ends 他们都在背後笑我对爱没天份
silent wishes u cant hear 每个人都在笑我　说我不知所措
makes mi wish i wasnt here 每个人都说我们不会有结果
melody which has lost its meanin 不会　不能　不该　有结果
musician who have lost his wings 不会　不能　不该　有结果
a song which is missin a soul 三点半啦　你终於到了　到你家门口
a wanderer missin his oni goal 我看见你和那男孩　手牵手
我的要求也不算太多　只要你守承诺
为何欺骗我　为何折磨我　好难过
一个人　一个人　无聊地在等
总以为就快有奇迹的发生
才察觉自己　是那麽地　那麽地笨

XD

2008-07-27T21:09:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHHA.