i just dont understand some ppl...i mean really...
wtf is wrong with you huh?i mean if you love her or at least loved her...why would you put so much fucking stress on her when in the first place you are wrong?...really dont get it ...anyone?explain?

Labels: bloody hell

hellllooo!haha
back to update my blog...which havnt quite been updated in a while :X
haha
okay first thing first JJ concert rocks!!!those ppl who didnt catch it missed out BIG TIME!haha
and its definitely a concert i will not 4gt lo*since its my first time going to a concert *
hahaah
hmmm okay back to sch works lo...still the same all and all but feel that at least i can keep up with the class pace now le ^^
i even self taught a whole chapter la.feel very haapppppyy!lol

i think thats all for now lo..be back with pictures from the concert =D
bye

tired from school today been studying the whole day cant get a fucking idea on chemistry and maths
worst still the chapter im studying for maths now is 'sequence and series' wth!i think im gonna die real soon all this stress...

sorry to someone...im sorry its all my fault again...to make you feel this way.i know i know it too.im frustrated at this for quite some time already but didnt know how to change...i tried but...all i can think of is crap...

hell, we dont even see each other periodically not to say regularly...really have no idea what to say to you..my whole day is just school, lectures, homework, home ...i ts just too rountinal to say anything anything at all abt it

kinda regret going to jc...stress stress more stress

you were right..its probably best that we stayed friends...
if there is someone who can give you what you want...just go...i cant...im really sorry...as much as it hurts

ehhhhh not quite valentine day lo...lolx im one day late -.-
haha cant help it was busy the whole day traveling around sing..tired~~
lol wel 2day's the first time i actually tried to do alot of things new i hope i doesnt look half as bad lo =X
and pardon me if my card is badly written coz iv nv written a card b4 also =X
well overall for those who receive sth from me hope you like it (=
and those who HAVNT receive it eh.hope you receive it soon lo(=

and last of all HAPPY VALENTINE DAY to all !^^

wow 2day was fun at school...made even more new friends and got to know my classmates better lo (=


hmmm 2mr will be having my first lecture at yj le dunno how it will turn out
hopes its not too bad =X *keep my fingers crossed*
anw you know what happened today?
i went to buy my uniform and guess what
they people that was doing the processing of the orders handed my 2 BLOUSE
YES!your not seeing things...they really handed me 2 blouse to be exact T.T


haix...i think they need to get new specs le-.-
okay thats for now lo be back for more post (=
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paranoid....why do i always feel like that :/

hmmm oh well might as well just throw it to the back of my head.cost me enough than i can begin counting already...hate ny habit of thinking too much

oh well back to main topic.been a long time since i posted.shall update now
eh...iv just been posted to yishun jc.the environment there proves to be vastly different from secondary school live in terms of time,classes and expectation.hmmm dunno whether i'll make it thru the nxt 2 years but i'll still try:/

hope i still have time for your since my week has been jam packed for the past couple of weeks and can hardly even find time for myself.haix miss the good old days...

over pass few day, iv been thinking thru. all that is going on these few weeks makes me wonder...are those words that you spoke to me of on news years day real...or has sth changed?

i keep trying and trying and with each conversation i get more and more dejected.the feeling of despair is eating into me...i cant take it anymore thats why im writing here.even thou you said those words...your actions doesnt reflect what you said...i really dunno mayb im asking too much or...i dunno

from then i tried to change...i changed to be 'me' and really me...nv asking ppl anything...but...what iv heard just throw me into a state of confusion...mayb its me...mayb i really just cant that 'him outta my mind...
so insecure...